21 hours

I woke up at 3am this morning. Get myself ready for my next assignment...which last for the next 21 hours that will start at 5am.

I felt so cold and i am hugging myself when i walked into the bathroom to take my only shower for the day...

The hot water failed to play its role as i am freezing + shivering all the way

Looking at myself at the mirror, i know, it would not be long that i will still continue standing with my current condition.

I grabbed warm water and ate 2 tablets of Panadol, with the hope, i will get better for the next 21 hours...

I reached my training centre an hour earlier and get prepared for the jobs. Checking, verification the tools + equipments, and safety meeting with the crews...

I know how much this job appealed, both mentally and physically, that's why i have to make sure i will keep standing even though my body no longer listen to me. I felt kinda dizzy but i am telling myself i gotta pull it through...

once the job started, i totally forgot about how unwell i am and kept working until the end. Currently, looking at the watch, i have 8 hours left to go. It is so weird isn't it? When you are busy with your work, you will probably forget about everything, how fast the time passed by and your body seems to do fine until you are resting on the chair..which i am doing now.....sick again..


Alright, is there any option i have?

i swallowed another 2 tables of panadol again after took my dinner.


Like whats been said, Life isn't so tough if you think positively but here, the question for the day...

How to, if, you are down, mentally and physically???


Cheers....