La Cha TA

La Cha TA~
La ChA ta~

this is the new song by Korean New Artist, f(x).


f(x) is not an equation, but it represent,
f= flower
xx = female chromosome



before, i am a really obsessed to other girls group, Girls Generation, which consist of 9 members.
Oh~
Tae Yeon is my favorite!!
YA!!!
i have to admit, i am a fan of Korean Music Industry. i just love see them dancing and i feel, that was
AWESOME!!

yesterday i got this video clip of this new group, with the song La Cha Ta, now my head keep on playing the song, and i feel like wana dance myself. haha!!
the new song Chu was nice too...OMG!! and
the five members are damn blardy hot!!!!!!!
i wonder how Korean keep on producing artist who is so catchy, thus make those fan crazy over them.
Argh!!!!
(this apply to men and women too, don't you agree with me?)
the male artist from Korea usually got a lot of female fans too.
ha-ha!!!

for f(x), with the young age of theirs, i believe they will go far, unless they face any controversial, and then split up of what so ever.
ehem!!!
like example, DBSK. No offend ya for DBSK fans, but i think, they are gonna split if the matters is not solve quickly.
good luck to them, anyway, i am a fan of them too.


f(x)!!!
f(x)!!!
f(x)!!!
i vow to support and love you!!!wahahaha!!!

Hope they will come to perform in Malaysia.
(quite a dream, as only DBSK, the only Korean Group ever have concert in Malaysia)

why???
why???

Another Day In UTP

I woke up at 10.15am today. the first thing i do is press the *ON* button of my PC and spend my first hour sitting in from on it. then, i read online newspaper, The Star. ya, today have quite numbers of 'interesting' news though.(if you read newspaper, you will know what i mean).
so, now i am planning what to do for the whole day.

any idea?

any idea?

I dont know lar

its been a while i didn't manage to update here. its been a tiring week for me. Last week, i just gone through hell where i have 5 papers for final examination, and 3 of them was within 24 hours. it was not easy and everyone from my course have been cracking out their brain for the exam. i myself, struggling to cope with the pace of time. firstly, Malaysian Studies( Reading reading reading), then Modern Control Engineering(Calculation Calculation calculation) and then Multimedia Network(Reading, Calculation, reading, calculation).
WOW!!!
What a challenge!!!

i think i screwed up at least 3 out of my 5 examinations. so, 3 A's is fleeing from my grasp as i realized too many silly mistakes i made, and plenty of marks is gone. so, dean list is an impossibility? 2 more papers also *separuh tong*. haiz...
so, who is to blame? is it myself for struggling with 3 papers in 24 hours or the university management who never consider the limitation of human brain?
(i die die also blame my uni..)


and for this semester break, i had to stay back in the university.
PURPOSE: to complete my fyp before the start of my last semester
hopefully, i can get over with all this quickly. its kinda boring stay alone in the hostel with all your friends went back home. but,there is changes for oral presentation. my external examiner changed to Mr **(he is very strict, and..........) i am screwed this time.
HEAD SHOT!!!
bam!!!
what am i going to do??
work harder?
or struggle harder?
i guess, i am gonna be really dead soon. out of sudden, all e bad luck came to me. ergh!!! what am i supposed to do? surely he is gonna ask me freaking crappy question in which i don't have answer for it, i cant *goreng* what i am going to say. surely those lecturers are the expert one in this field of my project. a slip of my tongue will cost me losing my A again.
DAMN IT!!!

and today, i spend all my time in front of the PC. not doing my fyp, not studying, but playing games.
OMG!!!
however, luckily enough, i did take some time to go for jogging. at least i do something beneficial. now, i doubt myself, if i am able to finish my fyp in time.

i need catalyst. something to push me, and fire me up to work. i wonder if, throwing away my PC is a good idea..
hahahaa!!

Who are to be blame?

Accident. No one love this word. myself, i hate using this word, for myself or others. however, it do happens as we cant avoid it. it seems god created accident, so we as human being, do not slack off, and should be aware of our surrounding. do not take things lightly.

recently, 3 UTAR students was drown in Batu Berangkai, Kampar. for many people, this is so-called, accidents. mother nature had this disaster took 3 young lives who yet to accomplish their dream and their hopes. is mother nature is to be blame in this incident? have anyone thought of, if this incident can be avoided? or we just wanted to assume, 'oh, it was god's decision. everything happen was fated to be'.

Lets look into this case. Going to the waterfall, is whose opinion? it is not bad...its kinda good choice for relaxing after some hectic schedule. Going to the waterfall after raining, is a really really bad idea. this is what happened to these 3 students. i am not trying to put the blame on them. i mean, maybe, they dont know, they do not aware, mother nature will be cruel sometimes. and who will do something that will harm ourself right?

before this, one of student from University Technology Petronas also drown here, in Batu Berangkai waterfall. i believe, everyone who stay around Kampar or if you are sensitive to the issue happening around you, you should know all about this. Batu Berangkai is famous for its strong current, as it is unpredicted plus if it is after raining. so...why there is no extra precaution to make sure the safety is well assured?

nobody wanted this to happen, but what had happens, we cant change it back. what we can do is, to avoid more of this accident happen in future.

for the family member of the victims, i would like to say condolences. i hope this post create no offense but some awareness from all this

Pokaiii....

RM500 was banked in yesterday. when money is in, so, the more it tend go out from our pocket.
this is how all my RM500, scholar for the month of November was spent today. Just in one day!!

Rm100 used to pay for phone bills.

this month is a 'lucky' month for me. In October, my car was caught by speed trap and i have to pay Rm200 for summon. damn!!

RM70 used for medicine. (if you are my friend you'll know why)

Rm20 for my Final Year Project. (can be claim by wait for another 3 months)

for some back up food, such as maggi and biscuit, i went to Tesco and spent around rm30.


so, Rm100+Rm200+Rm70+RM20+RM30=RM420

usually, the petronas scholar was assumed rich at the early of the month but actually it is the other way round. nowadays, RM100 is very small in value. how many things you can buy with RM100? i believe if you buy branded cloth, the most you can buy(even discount-ed) is just 2 pieces of cloths. this is just an example. i dont buy branded cloth, simply said, i dont buy cloth for myself.

so, now, in my pocket left RM80 to spend for the whole November. Lucky for me, i still have small business going on which will generate some income for me. am i a big spender? or it is just the luck is not with me???(DAMn, Damn damn, lose Rm200 just like that....argh!!!)

i guess this will happen even after graduate. paying for bills, some expenditure for family, house loan, car loan. Money is really a headache....gotta find wayS to generate more income?

any idea??

26 hours and 35 minutes

i have been counting the time, we been apart. it was 26 hours and 35 minutes. as time keep on running, it will change from hours to days, from days to weeks. even though we just apart for just approximately one day, it feels like a year or a century perhaps. the time goes by so slowly.

usually, at this time, you will be calling me and we will chat on the phone as you lying on your bed, preparing to sleep. but tonight, my hand phone did not ring. if feels so weird as if i keep on expecting you to call. the feeling was so hard right now.

i try not to think about you, but i failed to do so. when i flipped through my notes, you came to my mind. so, i try playing games, but you come into the monitor and smile at me. i will go crazy at this rates. why i am so obsessed to you? why you happen to be part of my life? and why you influence me so much?

the answer is very obvious. this is because, i was made for you. and you are there to complete me. now that you are not here, i am just a half human, and another half is just a meat bag perhaps. i hope you will come back as soon as possible.

i am wondering hows your life there. is it cold during the night? and are u as hectic as always during the days? i guess this is the life after graduate. working and no more life.

i try to relax a little bit. playing puzzle of our picture, handmade by myself. perhaps this might help me, being so out of my mind...


zzZzz......


zzzzzzz.....


am i able to go on without thinking of you just for a while?? i knew i cant..

Its gonna be tough tough period...

its been awhile, we have to be apart for a while. however, this time would not be the same because we might not able to contact via hand phone or internet. i am wondering. how i am going to spend my time without you and will you feel the same too?? the anniversary just passed by recently, but i feel everything so new, like starting all over again, fresh....however, the feeling never decreasing but becoming stronger.

i am quite depressed recently that i made you cried. every tears drop from your eyes is like blades strike through my heart. piercing every pieces of it. painful..and i cant bear to see you crying. that's why i gave in, and tolerate with you. i am thinking, 'its ok, i should not angry anymore'.

yesterday is another burst out of me. i just cannot cool myself down. its just, i felted you never appreciated of what i have done to deserve all this crap from you. i just put the blame on you without realizing how ridiculous i am. yes..i act like i am mind-less guy. ignoring what you pleaded to me like going in left ear and going out from right ear. that time, everything seems like no meaning anymore. however, the moment i step away from you, the feeling of guilty was all over me. i wanted to go over you, hug u, but my hand just couldn't listen to me. when i looked at you as you walked away from me, i feel so sad...and i feel i am so far away from you even we are just meters away.

as i walk away, i am thinking if what i did was wrong or right. do you thinking the same too when we depart to our destination? i dont know anymore about you. when i sat on the train, i closed my eyes try to take a nap, and the picture of you projected in my mind. how could i forget you just for a moment? huh...

i know you are angry at me but if you can understand me more, i believe none of this will happen. if i can be tolerate to you, all these might not happen too..so, its hard to say who is wrong and who is right. we cant blame anyone but ourselves i guess, for not appreciate all the moment we have. the time is short, and we are gonna be apart for one month in which..we never be apart like this before..

no matter what, i always love you...and no words can ever describe my love for you...

Moment in Car with Bunch of friends

Friend A : Come on..do you even know how to drive?
Friend B : Of cos, i know..
Friend C : Such a loser, i know you dont have a license..be a man!!
Friend D : You cannot say so, dont have a license doesnt mean are a loser.
Friend C : As a guy, how can you live without driving. prove us you have a license. show us..
Friend B : Why should i show? even i have a license, what benefit i will get..
Friend A : eh eh...just show la..loser!!
Friend D : show us and earn my respect towards you.
Friend B : Do i need your respect?

The car filled with laughter....


End up, Friend B has license and Friend D do not have..


Friend D is the one who make 'cold' jokes..
Friend B is the one will answer unexpectedly towards your question..
Friend A is the initiator..
Friend C is the innocent one...( i believe someone will be killed for coming out with this statement)